save me from me --- amarus' ships

[amarus]

the name's amarus. i'm looking pretty good for one hundred years old.
i was born a deity, but i made my name as the god of love

YOUCAN'TSILENCEMYLOVE
SOUL MATE // THE WORLD BEGINS WITH NEWBORN SKIN; WE ARE RIGHT NOW
FINAL // YOU'RE A NEEDLE GIRL IN A HAYSTACK WORLD; WE ARE RIGHT
IN LOVE // NOW; YOU BREATHE IT IN, THE HIGHS AND LOWS - WE CALL IT
CURRENT // LIVING IN THIS NEEDLE AND HAYSTACK LIFE, I FOUND MIRACLES
DYING RELATIONSHIP // THERE IN YOUR EYES. IT'S NO ACCIDENT WE'RE HERE TONIGHT
GROWING RELATIONSHIP // WE ARE ONCE IN A LIFETIME; NO, DON'T LET GO, DON'T GIVE UP
PAST; GOOD TERMS // HOPE, ALL IS FORGIVEN; YOU BREATH IT IN, YOU BREATHE IT
PAST; BAD TERMS // IN, WE CALL IT LIVING IN THIS NEEDLE AND HAYSTACK LIFE, I
CASUAL FLIRTS // FOUND MIRACLES THERE IN YOUR EYES, IT'S NO ACCIDENT WE'RE
FLING // HERE TONIGHT, WE ARE ONCE IN A LIFETIME; ALL IS NOT LOST,
ONE-SIDED CRUSH // ALL IS NOT LOST; BECOME WHO YOU ARE, IT HAPPENS ONCE
MUTUAL CRUSH // IN A LIFETIME, IN THIS NEEDLE AND HAYSTACK LIFE, I FOUND
PAST CRUSH // MIRACLES THERE IN YOUR EYES. IT'S NO ACCIDENT WE'RE HERE
PUPPY LOVE // TONIGHT, WE ARE ONCE IN A LIFETIME; I HEAR YOU BREATHING
FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS // IN, ANOTHER DAY BEGINS; THE STARS ARE FALLING OUT, MY
MAKE-OUT BUDDIES // DREAMS ARE FADING NOW, FADING OUT; I'VE BEEN KEEPING MY
SEXUAL TENSION // EYES WIDE OPEN, I'VE BEEN KEEPING MY EYES WIDE OPEN;
LUSTING // YOUR LOVE IS A SYMPHONY ALL AROUND ME, RUNNING THROUGH
PHYSICAL ATTRACTION // ME; YOUR LOVE IS A MELODY UNDERNEATH ME, RUNNING TO ME
TEASE // YOUR LOVE IS A SONG; THE DAWN IS FIRED BRIGHT AGAINST
DENIAL // THESE CITY LIGHTS; THE CLOUDS ARE GLOWING NOW, THE MOON
CHEMISTRY // IS BLACKING OUT; I'VE BEEN KEEPING MY MIND WIDE OPEN,
ONE-NIGHT STAND // I'VE BEEN KEEPING MY MIND WIDE OPEN; YOUR LOVE IS A SYMPHONY
INFATUATION // ALL AROUND ME, RUNNING THROUGH ME; YOUR LOVE IS A MELODY
OBSESSION // UNDERNEATH ME, RUNNING TO ME; YOUR LOVE IS A SONG;
PLAYING YOU // WITH MY EYES WIDE OPEN, I'VE GOT MY EYES WIDE OPEN,
PLAYING ME // I'VE BEEN KEEPING MY HOPES UNBROKEN

DEADENDFURY'SNOTENOUGH
ROT IN HELL // I AM MY OWN AFFLICTION, I AM MY OWN DISEASE; THERE AIN'T
HARDCORE HATRED // NO DRUG THAT THEY CAN SELL, THERE AIN'T NO DRUG TO MAKE
ARCH NEMESIS // ME WELL; THERE AIN'T NO DRUG, IT'S NOT ENOUGH, THE SICKNESS
MUTUAL HATRED // IS MYSELF; I'VE MADE A MESS OF ME, I WANT TO GET BACK THE REST
HATE YOU // OF ME; I'VE MADE A MESS OF ME, I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF
HATE ME // MY LIFE ALIVE; WE LOCK OUR SOULS IN CAGES, INSIDE THESE
IRRATIONAL HATRED // PRISON CELLS, IT'S HARD TO FREE THE ONES YOU LOVE WHEN
MUTUAL DISLIKE // YOU CAN'T FORGIVE YOURSELF, CAN'T FORGIVE YOURSELF,
DISLIKE YOU // I MADE A MESS OF ME, I WANT TO REVERSE THIS TRAGEDY,
DISLIKE ME // I MADE A MESS OF ME, I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE ALIVE
LOATHING // THE STATIC COMES IN SLOW, YOU CAN FEEL IT GROW; OUR STREAM
LOVE/HATE // OF CONSCIENCE FLOWS UNDER THE STREETS BELOW; THE RIVER'S
ANNOYANCE // MADE OF SOUND, STILL RUNNING UNDERGROUND, RUNS
TOLERANCE // LIKE A SILENT FLOOD, WE RUN AS THICK AS BLOOD, CAN
JEALOUSY // YOU HEAR IT RISE UP FROM THE GROUND, CAN'T DROWN IT OUT
FRIENDLY RIVALS // CAN YOU HEAR IT NOW? THIS IS THE SOUND OF A HEARTBEAT,
SERIOUS RIVALS // THIS IS THE SOUND FROM THE DISCONTENTED MOUTHS OF A HAUNTED
GRUDGE // NATION, WE ARE THE VOICE OF BREAKING DOWN; CAN YOU
INTIMIDATION // HEAR ME? THIS IS THE SOUND OF OF THE DESPERATION BOUND
FAMILY FEUD // BY OUR OWN COLLISION, WE ARE THE VOICE OF BREAKING DOWN
DISTRUST // THE STATIC COMES ALIVE BENEATH THE BROKEN SKIES; JOHN
BETRAYED // PERKINS SAID IT RIGHT, LOVE IS THE FINAL FIGHT; LET IT RISE
COLD SHOULDER // ABOVE, RISE ABOVE; THERE IS NO SONG LOUDER THAN LOVE

BELIEVEYOUCOULDSAVEME
PRACTICALLY FAMILY // ALL ATTEMPTS HAVE FAILED, ALL MY HEADS ARE TAILS; SHE'S
ATTACHED AT THE HIP // GOT TEARY EYES, I'VE GOT REASONS WHY; I'M LOSING GROUND
BEST GUY // AND GAINING SPEED; I'VE LOST MYSELF, OR MOST OF ME, I'M
BEST GIRL // HEADED FOR THE FINAL PRECIPICE, BUT YOU HAVEN'T LOST ME YET,
NAME BASIS // NO YOU HAVEN'T LOST ME YET; I'LL SING UNTIL MY HEART CAVES
ACQUAINTANCE // IN, NO YOU HAVEN'T LOST ME YET; THESE DAYS PASS ME BY
FRIEND // I DREAM WITH OPEN EYES; NIGHTMARES HAUNT MY DAYS,
GOOD FRIEND // VISIONS BLUR MY NIGHTS; I'M SO CONFUSED, WHAT'S TRUE OR FALSE
BEST FRIEND // WHAT'S FACT OR FICTION AFTER ALL; I FEEL LIKE I'M AN
CHILDHOOD FRIEND // APPARITION'S PET, BUT YOU HAVEN'T LOST ME YET, NO YOU HAVEN'T
NEW FRIEND // LOST ME YET; I'LL SING UNTIL MY HEART CAVES IN, NO YOU
FAMILY FRIEND // HAVEN'T LOST ME YET; IF IT DOESN'T BREAK, IF IT DOESN'T BREAK,
FRIEND OF A FRIEND // IF IT DOESN'T BREAK, IF IT DOESN'T BREAK YOUR HEART, IT ISN'T
CONFIDANT // LOVE, IF IT DOESN'T BREAK YOUR HEART, IT'S NOT ENOUGH
PARTY FRIEND // IT'S WHEN YOU'RE BREAKING DOWN WITH YOUR INSIDES COMING
SECRET // OUT; THAT'S WHEN YOU FIND OUT WHAT YOUR HEART IS MADE OF
FAKE FRIEND // THIS IS THE START, THIS IS YOUR HEART, THIS IS THE DAY YOU
ON AND OFF // WERE BORN; THIS IS THE SUN, THESE ARE YOUR LUNGS, THIS
OTHER HALF // IS THE DAY YOU WERE BORN; AND I AM ALWAYS YOURS
THICKER THAN BLOOD // THESE ARE THE SCARS DEEP IN YOUR HEART, THIS IS THE PLACE
INNER CIRCLE // YOU WERE BORN; THIS IS THE HOLE WHERE MOST OF YOUR SOUL
OUTER CIRCLE // COMES RIPPING OUT FROM THE PLACES YOU'VE BEEN TORN,
JUST MET // AND IT IS ALWAYS YOURS, BUT I AM ALWAYS YOURS; HALLELUJAH
FORCED FRIEND // I'M CAVING IN, HALLELUJAH, I'M IN LOVE AGAIN, HALLELUJAH
DRINKING BUD // I'M A WRETCHED MAN; HALLELUJAH, EVERY BREATH IS A SECOND CHANCE

HEARTHEBLUESKIESCALL
FAMILY // WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? THE DAY IS GONE; I SAID I'M WAITING
MY ROLE MODEL // FOR DAWN; WHAT ARE YOU AIMING FOR, OUT HERE ALONE? I SAID
YOUR ROLE MODEL // I'M AIMING FOR HOME; HOLDING ON, HOLDING ON WITH RED EYES
MUTUAL ADMIRATION // WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FOR WITH RED EYES, RED EYES?
ADMIRE YOU // ALL OF MY DAYS ARE SPENT WITHIN THIS SKIN, WITHIN THIS
ADMIRE ME // CAGE THAT I'M IN; NOWHERE FEELS SAFE TO ME, NOWHERE FEELS
NEVER MET // HOME; EVEN IN CROWDS, I'M A LONE; HOLDING ON, HOLDING ON
IDOLIZE ME // WITH RED EYES; WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FOR WITH RED EYES,
IDOLIZE YOU // RED EYES? EVERY NOW AND THEN, I SEE YOU DREAMING
MENTOR YOU // EVERY NOW AND THEN, I SEE YOU CRY; EVERY NOW AND THEN
MENTOR ME // I SEE YOU REACHING, REACHING FOR THE OTHER SIDE
PROTECTIVE OF YOU // I WANT TO SING ONE FOR ALL THE DREAMERS; I'M SINGING THIS
PROTECTIVE OF ME // ONE FOR THE SPARKS; HERE'S ONE FOR THE FRICTION MAKERS
RESPECT YOU // WE ARE THE BLEEDING HEARTS; DON'T CARE, WHOEVER YOU ARE
RESPECT ME // WE RISE AND FALL TOGETHER, OUR HEARTS STILL BEAT BELOW
KNOW OF YOU // YOU CAN'T STAND BY FOREVER, YOU'RE THE KID WITH THE BULLET SOUL
KNOW OF ME // ARE YOU READY TO GO? I WANT TO TURN UP THE RADIATION,
DON'T KNOW YOU // I WANT TO GLOW IN THE DARK; LOVE IS THE ONE TRUE INNOVATION
DON'T KNOW ME // LOVE IS THE ONLY ART; DON'T LET 'EM BLOW IT APART; WE RISE
GOT YOUR BACK // AND FALL TOGETHER; OUR HEARTS STILL BEAT BELOW;
GOT MY BACK // YOU CAN'T STAND BY FOREVER, YOU'RE THE KID WITH THE BULLET SOUL
OTHER (SPECIFY) // WE ARE THE CHILDREN OF THE SCAR; WE'VE GOTTA START FROM THE START

[amarus]

the name's amarus. i'm looking pretty good for one hundred years old.
i was born a deity, but i made my name as the god of love

SOUL MATE // THE WORLD BEGINS WITH NEWBORN SKIN; WE ARE RIGHT NOW
LOVE/HATE // OF CONSCIENCE FLOWS UNDER THE STREETS BELOW; THE RIVER'S
BEST FRIEND // WHAT'S FACT OR FICTION AFTER ALL; I FEEL LIKE I'M AN
CHILDHOOD FRIEND // APPARITION'S PET, BUT YOU HAVEN'T LOST ME YET, NO YOU HAVEN'T
SELF // WE ARE THE CHILDREN OF THE SCAR; WE'VE GOTTA START FROM THE START

amarus says, "oh look, it's me!"
amarus echoes, "yo."

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[amarus]

TOLETMEFOLLOWTHROUGH

the name's melodius. i'm looking pretty good for one-hundred years old.
i was born a deity, but i made my name as the god of music.

SOUL MATE // THE WORLD BEGINS WITH NEWBORN SKIN; WE ARE RIGHT NOW
ROT IN HELL // I AM MY OWN AFFLICTION, I AM MY OWN DISEASE; THERE AIN'T
HARDCORE HATRED // NO DRUG THAT THEY CAN SELL, THERE AIN'T NO DRUG TO MAKE
ARCH NEMESIS // ME WELL; THERE AIN'T NO DRUG, IT'S NOT ENOUGH, THE SICKNESS
HATE YOU // OF ME; I'VE MADE A MESS OF ME, I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF
IRRATIONAL HATRED // PRISON CELLS, IT'S HARD TO FREE THE ONES YOU LOVE WHEN
LOATHING // THE STATIC COMES IN SLOW, YOU CAN FEEL IT GROW; OUR STREAM
JEALOUSY // YOU HEAR IT RISE UP FROM THE GROUND, CAN'T DROWN IT OUT
GRUDGE // NATION, WE ARE THE VOICE OF BREAKING DOWN; CAN YOU
INTIMIDATION // HEAR ME? THIS IS THE SOUND OF OF THE DESPERATION BOUND
FORCED FRIEND // I'M CAVING IN, HALLELUJAH, I'M IN LOVE AGAIN, HALLELUJAH
FAMILY // WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? THE DAY IS GONE; I SAID I'M WAITING

melodius says, "amarus is dangerous. for now, he's seemingly oblivious to the effect he has on people, but it's most certainly there. he has the potential to be the best looking god on the mountain. of course, he lacks my confidence and charisma, so he won't rise to the challenge, but one can never be too careful. i'm vigilant, prepared to cut him down whenever the opportunity presents itself. just so he doesn't get any ideas."
amarus echoes, "i have no idea what melodius' deal is. he hates me for some reason. that's it. i don't know why, which means i don't know how to fix it. i hate it when people are angry with me, but it looks like there's nothing i can do. i haven't seen anyone successfully reign in his ego -- not even deitero."

LETMEFALLFORYOU

the name's eris. i'm looking pretty good for one hundred years old.
i was born a deity, but i made my name as the god of chaos

PAST; BAD TERMS // IN, WE CALL IT LIVING IN THIS NEEDLE AND HAYSTACK LIFE, I
SEXUAL TENSION // EYES WIDE OPEN, I'VE BEEN KEEPING MY EYES WIDE OPEN;
LUSTING // YOUR LOVE IS A SYMPHONY ALL AROUND ME, RUNNING THROUGH
ONE-NIGHT STAND // I'VE BEEN KEEPING MY MIND WIDE OPEN; YOUR LOVE IS A SYMPHONY
LOVE/HATE // OF CONSCIENCE FLOWS UNDER THE STREETS BELOW; THE RIVER'S

eris says, "...amarus? oh please, don't make me laugh. what am I to say about that callous, insensitive, joke of a god? he breaks hearts more than blesses them with love. woman after woman. it's disgusting, seeing those humans hang all over what is mine amarus. especially that child, what was her name again, allergy? regardless, seeing the two of them together makes me sick. all close and buddy buddy. he never looked at me like that. we were never so close.. like that. it makes me wonder, just what in all hells do those mortals and that child have that I do not?! forget it. it doesn't matter. it's in the past. i'm in the past and he makes it so very obvious. that beautiful fool left me a letter and no matter how many times I read it and no matter how furious I am at him, I still... "
amarus echoes, "so i screwed up. it was a long time ago, and i'm only hum... wait. no i'm not. okay, so as the god of love, you'd think i'd be better at this whole 'relationship' nonsense. maybe i would be, if a certain someone ever gave me a chance to redeem myself. every time i muster up the courage necessary to face a goddess of chaos hells-bent on scattering me across a thousand universes, she goes and, like... kills a hippocampus, or some other poor, defenseless creature and scares me off again. if you think i'm a wuss, i dare you to cross eris when she's pissed. see how funny you find the underworld."

the name's valerie. i'm looking pretty good for thirty years old.
i was born a human deity, but i made my name as a messenger for the gods

FRIENDLY RIVALS // CAN YOU HEAR IT NOW? THIS IS THE SOUND OF A HEARTBEAT,
PRACTICALLY FAMILY // ALL ATTEMPTS HAVE FAILED, ALL MY HEADS ARE TAILS; SHE'S
BEST GIRL // HEADED FOR THE FINAL PRECIPICE, BUT YOU HAVEN'T LOST ME YET,
GOOD FRIEND // VISIONS BLUR MY NIGHTS; I'M SO CONFUSED, WHAT'S TRUE OR FALSE
CONFIDANT // LOVE, IF IT DOESN'T BREAK YOUR HEART, IT'S NOT ENOUGH
PARTY FRIEND // IT'S WHEN YOU'RE BREAKING DOWN WITH YOUR INSIDES COMING
INNER CIRCLE // YOU WERE BORN; THIS IS THE HOLE WHERE MOST OF YOUR SOUL
PROTECTIVE OF YOU // I WANT TO SING ONE FOR ALL THE DREAMERS; I'M SINGING THIS
RESPECT YOU // WE ARE THE BLEEDING HEARTS; DON'T CARE, WHOEVER YOU ARE

valerie says, "am and i have a...strange relationship. you would think he would have no interest in a female who's immune to his charms ( i'm not totally immune, but...well, my interest lies in someone else ). anyway, amarus was one of the first gods i met after dietro made me a deity and gave me the job of being a messenger, and i just kind of attached myself to him. i had just been granted immortality and godly powers, and i was in a new, unfamiliar place - what else was i supposed to do? he took me under his wing rather than pushing me away, which is what i was worried would happen, for some reason. now, am is like a brother to me. he's the only one who can get away with teasing me about my rumored crush on melodius ( no, i still haven't told him the truth, though it's safe to assume that he knows, since he's the god of love and all ). he's also the one i can run to when i need a shoulder to cry on or someone to vent to or anything else, basically. i think i would have gone insane like aquis if not for him."
amarus echoes, "val's entrance into the deity family was a much needed salvation for me. all the other gods are antisocial, insane, irritating, or eternally pissed at me, so when i caught sight of a foreign face on the mountain, i sprang at the chance for friendship. val sprang back, being the new kid on the block, and we've relied on each other ever since. i'm there to drop advice bombs on her whenever i catch her eye wandering toward melodius, and she's there to smack me upside the head whenever she catches my eye wandering toward eris. i mean... not that it does that. it doesn't. val smacks me upside the head when i'm in danger of unintentionally breaking some mortal girl's heart. yeah."

[amarus]

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